Fallin' or Flyin'

Too. Long. 


Maybe thats what i should title this post instead...


Sorry dear blog readers. I havent had too much to say. 


However, here's a little insight into my psyche. This isnt completely how im feeling. 
but i feel like its where im at right now. sorting through right & wrong.
thinking im flying. but maybe its me falling. 


or maybe its neither. maybe im just sitting in an airplane at a standstill. 
either way... enjoy~


Fallin' & Flyin'
jeff bridges & colin farrell


I was goin’ where I shouldn’t go 
seein’ who I shouldn’t see 
doin’ what I shouldn’t do 
and bein’ who I shouldn’t be 

a little voice told me it’s all wrong 
another voice told me it’s alright 
I used to think I was strong 
but lately I just lost the fight 

funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’ 
for a little while 
funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’ 
for a little while 

I got tired of bein’ good 
started missing that old feeling free 
stop actin’ like I thought I should 
and went on back to bein’ me 

I never meant to hurt no one 
I just had to have my way 
if there is such a thing as too much fun 
this must be the price you pay 

funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’ 
for a little while 
funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’ 
for a little while 

you never see it comin’ till it’s gone 
it all happens for a reason 
even when it’s wrong 
especially when it’s wrong 

funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’ 
for a little while 
funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’ 
for a little while 

I was goin’ where I shouldn’t go 
seein’ who I shouldn’t see 
doin’ what I shouldn’t do 
and bein’ who I shouldn’t be 


Courageously still blogging,
Lauren